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... [19 Sep 2005|05:49pm] [ mood | cold ] I hurt:( Crushed by the thought

Happy birthday to me!! [26 Aug 2005|11:58pm] Happy birthday to me, I made it to 17... ... Now lets see if Ill make it to 18. Wooot woot Crushed by the thought

Ohh yeah Oooh yeah!!! [21 Aug 2005|01:37am] 7 MORE DAYS TILL MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!! Crushed by the thought

Look at this star! It shinned so bright in my eyes. [06 Aug 2005|09:19pm] [ mood | cheerful ] I've found my sunshine, when I was in the rain. He held out his hand, when I was falling fast into the oblivian. He held out his arms, to hold me close! Away from danger! He gave me the sweetest kiss, when I thought their were none left. I know it's real, cause now I can feel. I know this is meant... Meant for me... Meant to be. He gave me life, when I was dead. He is the light, shinning oh so brightly in the darkest of the night. I know this is real, cause no I can feel. I'm no longer numb! The butterflys are back! (and are here to stay) This is the feeling, the feeling I've been waiting for. You are my star, shinning oh so brightly in the darkest sky tonight. I feel safe in your arms. I feel safe in your kisses. I feel whole. When I'm with you. And I know this is real, cause this is how I was meant to feel. You are my sweet, sweet romance. That I've been holding my breath for. You are the star I've been wishing on all along. You are so beautiful, my eyes have a fixed stare. I know this is real, cause now I can feel. I know this is real... cause I know... I know, I know, I know!!!! I know this is meant to be.     "A cloud moves in, rain falls, thunder strikes. And the sunshine breaks through the clouds. I can cry out of sorrow and joy. Every drop of rain turns into a crystal in the sun. So wash my eyes, my clothes, my skin, my bones, my soul. My feet, my love... I feel sunshine in the rain. ...Nobody moves me like you." Crushed by the thought

Oh my Fucking god! [12 Jul 2005|06:35pm] [ mood | aggravated ]                  You are such a cowerd!!!         You send your mom instead of taking care of things yourself?!?!?      Don't get me wrong, I LOVE your mom, she's amazing to the max.                      But damn... that's just striaght out cold!     I should've known you would just be a lier.          When you said you still wanted to be friends,                      I should've known, I'd never see you again! You have such a cold heart...                        And did I mention your a cowerd?!!?!?! Crushed by the thought

WARPED TOUR!!!!!!!! [05 Jul 2005|07:13pm] [ mood | accomplished ] It was the best time of my life! I crowed surfed to My Chemical Romance,         And feel in LOVE with Senses Fail, Hawthorne Heights,                              Fall Out Boy,         Avenged Sevenfold,  and                  From First To Last.  Pure love... Crushed by the thought

I do believe in faires!!! I do, I do! [12 Jun 2005|09:49pm] [ mood | groggy ] Have you ever been in love?      Have you ever gone insane? Have you ever gone insane because you were in love?        Or did you love slowly turn insane?   Which would it be for you?        If you've never experianced any of these... Please, don't try to act like you know what I'm talking about!         I've been insane. I've been in love.      I've been in the sky. I've been in the depths of the sea.           I want to take you to Neverland, so we can say there forever!       Without the trouble of the world to bother us. When you're not with me,         I can drive myself insane. When you're with me,        it seems as though nothing else around is there. It's just you,       and me.   I've held myself back a little from you,       because I'm scared that it might happen again. But I want to hold on to you,      and never let go!   Love is:      Loving them for their flaws, Loving them for them.       Letting go of yourself to fly with them.   Although I can't find any flaws,      I'm sure there are some. Cause everyone has a few.      You're perfect in my eyes, and that's all that matters.      I hope I can be everything for you, and more.        I hope you love me for my flaws, Cause I know I have a ton.        I know you love me, Cause...      There's no explination. Crushed by the thought

Confessions [09 Jun 2005|07:06pm] I'm mad with the jealousy! (at sometimes) I have the abilty to get what I want. I have difficulties finnishing my own god damn songs! I get lonely often. I tend to think in a skitzo like way. At times I could be all of the below: Gothic, Prep, Depressed, Happy like a ray of sunshine... The best work I ever do (artisicly) is when I'm depressed. I don't hate anyone!!! I'm a percrastinater... But if I have to kill you now, I will. I don't know what I'm gonna do after high school. That's probably why I'm depressed. I'd love to love... But who knows what love is anymore? I think I love, But I'm lost in everything. I had more to say, But I think I'll stop here. Crushed by the thought

"Whats the color of love..." [27 May 2005|10:25pm] [ mood | melancholy ] You are beautiful, and so much more.       Your face... Your eyes...       I want this to last forever and more. So, why don't we just end right here?      Where the beginning is beauty. Cause the end...       Will be pain. And I know that there will be an end.      Cause everytime I've believed, That love never dies...       Someone says it died. Then...        I die. I know you will promise that you wont hurt me,      But that would be a promise you can not make. Cause sometimes promises turn to shit,        And I will be the one wondering why you even promised! If I were to die  right now,       Just know that I died happily. And that's all because of you.        I want to be with you forever, But forever is just my dream.        Every time I look at you, I realize I love you so much.      And I just want to hold on to that. And there's something you should know about me...       I'm not worth any of your time, I'm a lie,       I'm only pain, I get depressed more than anyone probably should,         and all I want... Is for this pain to go away...   Crushed by the thought

I wish I could leave, but I'm being held back... [20 May 2005|06:46pm] [ mood | melancholy ] First, I got sick.    So that pretty much screwed all plans! Then, I'm stuck in this hell hold!      With a house full of guests... and I'm the only one...     That doesn't have anyone to talk to.   Why does bad shit always have to happen to me???!!!       I guess, bad things just happen to good people Crushed by the thought

My boyfriend makes me feel so hot <3333 :) [18 May 2005|09:54pm] [ mood | Still sick... god damn it! ]        "She is smiling like heaven is down on earth Sun is shining so bright on her     And all her wishes have finally come true           And her heart is weeping. This happiness is killing her. She'll be right here in my arms      So in Love    She'll be right here in these arms         She can't let go So hard she's trying       But her heart won't turn to stone... oh no She keeps on crying    But I won't leave her alone         She'll never be alone    She'll be right here in my arms So in Love         She'll be right here in these arms    She can't let go        And she'll be right here in my arms    So in Love      She'll be right here in these arms  She can't let go"     1 Dying of a Broken Heart|Crushed by the thought

God has fucked me royaly! [18 May 2005|02:06pm] [ mood | sick ] Well, God must really hate me! I got back from the docters, and she told me that... I have strepped throat really badly, I have an extrememly bad sinus infection, and last but not least... One of my tonsels grew back partically!!! I'm EXTREMEMLY infectious!!! That's why I've been getting sick so much lately. God really does hate me... Crushed by the thought

Friday The 13th!!! dun dun dun... [14 May 2005|12:35am] [ mood | tired ] Well as everyone must think,     Friday the 13th must be an un-lucky day. But for me...      It was the best fucking day of my life!!!!       and that's all I can say about that. Crushed by the thought

Our Romance Chance. [07 May 2005|10:18pm] [ mood | loved ] All this time I've waited,        For Romance. And all this time,        You were my romance. You carved both our names,          Into a beautiful bleeding tree. You touched my face,         As you kissed me with passion. You held my hand,        To make sure I would'nt fall. You,        Just you. You are romantic,        In so many ways. I think just maybe...           You might just be... My Romance.       My one. My true.                              -LisaO Crushed by the thought

Over a rainbow & kisses in the rain. [07 May 2005|10:13am] [ mood | cheerful ] Your kisses are sweet,       Like summer love. So much to say,       But I can't find every word. Our first kiss,       Will go on forever. Your sweet,         Like no one else can ever be. When you kissed me,        I felt like I was in the sky. I'm so glad,       That I got the chance to be with you.                                                                  -LisaO Yay!!!!!! It's finally offical! Look at my sexy model. <33333 Crushed by the thought

All to you [05 May 2005|09:19pm] [ mood | excited ] All of this,       Is just for you. I can't wait,     Till I'm standing next to you again. I long for a kiss...       How I long for a moment, Left for a movie screen.        A touch from your hand, Makes me feel the butterflies flap inside.         Your laugh, Makes my world spin.      Your eyes, Make my head spin upside down.    I can't wait, To taste your lips.       I can't wait, To watch the stars shine in the night with you.      Ohhh, How I just can't wait.          Can't wait, For something so sure to happen. Crushed by the thought

Starting of the new. [04 May 2005|03:54pm] [ mood | peaceful ] Please hold my hand lover,      I'm in need of a better day. You're warm like fire,      On a cold winter day. You make me nervous,        And I can't help but smile. I could love you,         If you'd let me. I close my eye,       And all I see...                   Is you. I never thought I'd love again...        Then you came along. I thought I was broken forever,       Until I met you. I thought I would never smile, laugh, or sing again...          Then,                   I heard your voice. You can hold my hand,       As the stars shine bright in the sky tonight. You can kiss me,        When the sun starts to disapear. You can hold me close,        For as long as you want. I can start a fire,        But you have to provide the matches. Romance is everything,         So won't you romance with me?                                                                 -LisaO   Crushed by the thought

Alex...Your Amazing!!!!!!!!! [01 May 2005|07:47pm] [ mood | bouncy ] Alex. you make me smile so much, and blush more than ive ever blushed in my life!        You have such great skills at making my photos look so cool. Crushed by the thought

Something for you, but it's not quite yours to keep. [01 May 2005|02:35pm] [ mood | bored ] I'm not different,       So you must be indifferent. I can't speak direct,       So I'll speak indirectly. I'll forget your name by the end of the week,         You've already forgotten mine since last week.  So this isn't for you,           But for me to forget you. Even though I wont forget fully,         I'll try my hardest.  Someone new,          Life is full.  Some one old,          Life is misery. I'll make you regret,            That you ever said goodbye. I'll make him mine,          In my dreams and state of mind. His eyes burn,         As I stare deeply into their flame. We might be both burning in that flame,           Or at least... I hope we are.                                                -LisaO Crushed by the thought

City walk with Alex. Good times :) [30 Apr 2005|08:12pm] [ mood | cheerful ] We rock the same glasses lol Yes you are lol jk Go Alex Go! lol Jacket and Beannie picked out by me of course. cuz ive got the mad style skills lol. Sexy pic Alex, I'm melting just looking at it! lol Crushed by the thought

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